I really hope he’s able to out grow this soon. I’m thankful for it because it’s the reason he’s able to be home, but it’s really a pain in the ass. Especially at 2 in the morning when he just wants to snuggle his little face into you and fall asleep and your sleep deprived yourself. One day at a time.
Haven’t slept in days. Starting to wonder if we bit off mote than we could chew. Taking care of Cameron seemed a lot easier in the hospital. I feel like such a bad mom.
Went to the ER last night for my tooth. It was killing me, couldn’t even talk. They gave me some narcotics. I hate narcotics! But I needed to feel better. I didn’t sleep at all last night too nervous and up itching all night from said narcotics. I was in the nicu by 5 throwing up from said narcotics by 5:15. Greatttt. But WERE GOING HOME!!!! I really can’t believe it !! :D I’m one happy mumma!
Shut fuck. Everything better work out today or I’ll loose my mind. Didn’t sleep last night and Iv already tossed my cookies this morning. As I sit here I feel as though I might faint. I can’t take the anxiety. Just give me my baby !
About me
Currently in the processes of raising my little family, being a new mom to a beautiful little boy Cameron. He was born five weeks premature and is a mystery to doctors. He is still in the NICU working on being able to come home. This is me trying to figure it out as we go along.
